Ma mõistan, et enamus inimeste jaoks on rahustavam protsess kui ise meisterdamine hoopis vaatamine kuidas keegi teine midagi meisterdas ehk Pineterest fenomeen. Seega pildid vaadatud ja seletama juurde nagu midagi ei peaks, aga ma veits ikka seletan.

Nii siis otsustasin teha iseendale väikestviisi kunstiteraapiat, võtsin päeva vabaks, otsisin välja voodialuses sahtlis ja keldris kopitavad akrüülvärvid ja pintslid, kuna värvid olid enamasti valge, punane, roheline, siis ülimalt rahustav oli plaanitud toonid kokku segada, Eka ajad tulid meelde, kuidas Kaido Ole mind hindamistel kiitis ja kuidas ma siiani selle üle uhkust tunnen. Lillepotid pärinevad Sõbralt Sõbrale Mustamäe kaltsukast, Loomade Kiirabis aega veetes sai seal korraks end tuulutamas käidud. Tulemus aga, see tulemus pole tegelikult eriti see mis ma plaanisin, plaanisin 80’te Memphis stiilis geomeetrilist asja, aga tulid rohkem nagu tulnuka munandid. Samas nüüd kus need munandid me köögi kohal ripuvad on tunne õige.

I get it, you don’t want me to tell you how I painted these fucking amazing hanging flower pots, as it’s probably more soothing to just go thru it like on Pinterest and look at the pictures of crafts instead of making crafts, but I’m still gonna talk.

I decided to be my own art therapy teacher and liberate myself with paint. Had to go to the basement and also search thru my bed drawer to find some acrylic paint and supplies. The pots came from a second hand I visited while we where still spending time in the Animal IR. It was especially calming to mix together the wanted shades as I only had like some white and red and green and tiny bits of other colors. I drifted in the past and felt my Art Academy times coming back, how I got praised for painting and how I’m still proud of it. My idea with this project was to create something in the 80’s Memphis style, something geometrical, but the result looks more like alien testicles, which is completely fine. Now there are alien testicles hanging above my kitchen and it looks cool.

Vabandan ette oma armsate blogil-silma-peal-hoidjate ees, et olen nii vagur olnud, need kes on hoidnud tegemistel silmad peal Instagramis teavad, et ajad on olnud eraelu osas väga keerulised ja kuna tahaks siiski hoida uustuusa uue tuusa positiivsena, ei hakka siin pikemalt südant puiskama, mis seal salata, raske on nii palju puisata ka.

Igastahes. Siit tuleb veidi autoportreesid mis sündisid nõnda, et laenutasin EV100 puhul ETV+ kanali otse-intervjuuks Tanel Veenre ehteid (ETV+ “mind” on näha siin eelneval fotol kus meik ja juuksed tehtud andeka Krislin Lainelo poolt), et tutvustada laiemale publikumile sedasamust Taneli loomingut mida kõik kord aastas vastaval sündmusel näevad. Kui kord antud ehe aga näppu sattus, siis krohvisin kodus end merineitsiks ja tegin mõned autoportreed, patt ju lihtsalt tagasi viia ilma mängimata.

Ja ma usun päris põnev on näha ka sama nägu eelpool korraliku meigiga ja allpool sellise puhta lehena :)

I must apologize to all my blog followers for not explaining myself and my situation and why I’ve been so quiet. 2018 has officially sucked for the first part, and those who follow me on instagram are up to date with the situation, but I don’t want to complain here on the blog, new kewl should be about positivity.

As you can see on the upper photo, I was invited to do a live interview on the fashions od Estonia’s 100 independence day reception on ETV+ channel. For that matter I borrowed a bunch of Tanel Veenre jewellery as I wanted to show the broader audience the art that they see once a year during our presidential ball. To be honest they asked me to bring my own stuff but I just didn’t have it! Welly well as I had Tanel’s pieces with my at home I decided to take some self portraits. I created this mermaidy look and just went for it.

I think it’s also pretty fun to compare my feminine TV make up and my DIY zombie girl look :)